me and my bestfriend , ali segrest have been bestfriends ever since the 6th grade . its been almost 5 years since that day she came up and asked who i was and then followed me around. we became just like sisters. God blessed me when he put her in my life because i dont know where i would be today without her. we have been through hell and back and that girl has not left my side yet. she has put up with through everything. she stuck with me even when i tried to push her away. she keeps telling me that iv changed and i know i have but i just cant seem to go back to the way i was and i know im killing her inside because im not the bestfriend i used to be to her and it kills me to know that im hurting her. she has done so much for me its unreal and every time i see her i hurt her. i just want us to be back like we used to be 5 years ago. im the one that messed us up and its up to me to get us back. i love my bestfriend and i just want the best for her.
